Mixed feelings.

So much can happen within such a short period of time.

On monday I felt the atmosphere of people cheering me on for the first time in many years. And it was with a team that I truly felt comfortable with. We fought hard and valiantly, and our effort prevailed.

But on thursday everything changed.

Yes, I really wanted to play for the IVP team. But at the expense of one of my friend? Esp when he's one of my most respected seniors? I rather not then. Screwing up MY selection is MY problem, it shouldn't involve anyone else.

What a good start to the new year.