Roller coaster.

Life's a mess.

I'm happy for a while - then stressed - then back to happy - then stressed again. Srsly wtf?

Was so damn glad i could understand lectures during the first week - but 2nd week was a total disaster. Totally catch no ball. Wtf man.

If this carries on i'm gonna go crazy. Maybe i just ain't cut out for uni. Maybe it was a wrong step to go to to JC right from the start. Maybe i shld have gone on to poly.

But if i all those happened, i wouldn't be as happy as i am now.

What a joke.